The most saddest thing I will ever know
While I set all alone
Is remembering how life used to be
When I actually knew the real me
Before I got locked in my mind
Before I saw all the signs
While I smiled day and night
Nothing was wrong, everything was right.
I lost all that one sad day
When I felt all the pain
I picked up that razorblade
And I was never the same
I start out slow
Just carving the skin
I pushed a little harder
The blood came from within.
It's getting better as my days go by
Friends help me pass the time
Tyler is one of the few
He makes it like the world is new
Steven is the guy for me
He make life happy to be
Days will come and days will go
I knew a few times I'll want to show
But as for now I'll be okay
Steven and Tyler will help me along the way
To make me smile when I feel down
Making sure I never frown